Jeez. HAHAHA. The time I last post something on my blog was nearly 2 months back. You could say that its really dusty. People have been asking me to update this blog ASAP. Well, it takes a lot of effort for me to start writing something here.
So yeah. How have I been? I'm doing great actually. Had much sorrows and disappointments before this. But I'm now starting to accept this reality. I guess I'm not ready to take on the challenges that are awaiting me in the outside world. Hence, I'm still here in Malaysia while more than half of my friends have gone overseas to further their studies. So, what am I up to at the moment? I'm actually studying my A-Levels again....not the entire course of course. Resitting a few papers in January 2010 to improve my grades so that I can get a better chance of studying in a university next year. Singapore, Hong Kong, Australia and perhaps...UK again. Not gonna risk any of my chances anymore.
This is my third time sitting for most of the papers that I'm retaking. Its funny and sad. Funny because I never thought that I would end up retaking in January 2010. Sad because I have to study the same shit all over again. Plus, I'm retaking practical paper. How to practice the lab experiments?!?! Gee gee. When I was doing my work, I just realised that I could work at a very efficient rate. And that's when I really regret not putting my priorities right during college days. The distractions of the world had brought me down. I wished I could turn back the time but there's no such thing.
All these while, my future actually headed for a suicide. But out of nowhere, a rope with a hook at the end grabbed it right before it hits the ground below. A second chance!! And its now up to myself to hold it tight and pull it back to me.
Hope you guys won't be like me, especially those of you studying in university. You will be in bigger trouble than me if you start slacking. =P
I'll write here pretty often now since its more boring nowadays. Sad. Seeya soon.
Something to keep myself happy.
*puffs*
Saturday, October 10, 2009
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Jack
"We've always gotta start somewhere."
Just when you think you got a rough start, always remember this. We will all have to go through it sooner or later.
You're not the only one.
Farewell Suyee.
Never let the bass guitar look down on you. Own it.
*puffs*
Just when you think you got a rough start, always remember this. We will all have to go through it sooner or later.
You're not the only one.
Farewell Suyee.
Never let the bass guitar look down on you. Own it.
*puffs*
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
Redang Lang Tengah.
Ahhh. Finally, I'm back. Like I said in my previous post, I was off to Lang Tengah Island at night. Reached there at around 10.30am the next morning. That's like...a total of nearly 12 hours!! Very tired. But the moment I set my foot on the sandy beaches of Lang Tengah, I can't wait to explore its underwater beauty!! The chalet was pretty awesome too. Everything you will need, they are all there.
The best part of this trip is the snorkelling activity. I got to see so many sea creatures upclose. On the first day of snorkelling, the guide took us to different spots around the island to see various types of fishes and sea corals. At one of the spots, I saw a turtle passed me when I was snorkelling pretty far off from the boat. Quite dangerous of me to swim so far off but oh well, I can swim. =) Immediately, I chased it without hesitating. And I pat it!! So cool!! It wasn't even scared of us humans. On the second day of snorkelling, we were on our way to the Redang Island Marine Park when all of a sudden, we saw a school of dolphins swimming pass the boat. Later in the evening, the guide took some of us to the shark's territory to see some baby sharks. On the way there, I saw stingrays and puffer fish too. According to the guide, he said that we were really lucky to see all of these as not all the other groups get to see them during their trip.
The guide was very friendly too. He showed us so many things that we city people have not seen before. On the last night, he took us along the beach to see the nesting spot of the turtles. Yup. There were eggs there but we were not allowed to touch anything there. But the sad part was, I didn't know mandarin. Throughout the whole trip, he was speaking mandarin. And I had to get the others to translate for me. TT
Overall, its an enjoyable trip. I even got tanned as well. Not sure whether you guys would still recognise me. Haha. Sunburn all over my arms and shoulders. Its so painful. But it was all worth the fun.
Props to PHwa and Kim Li for organising such a wonderful trip. =)
The biggest crab I found on the beach. =__=
*puffs*
The best part of this trip is the snorkelling activity. I got to see so many sea creatures upclose. On the first day of snorkelling, the guide took us to different spots around the island to see various types of fishes and sea corals. At one of the spots, I saw a turtle passed me when I was snorkelling pretty far off from the boat. Quite dangerous of me to swim so far off but oh well, I can swim. =) Immediately, I chased it without hesitating. And I pat it!! So cool!! It wasn't even scared of us humans. On the second day of snorkelling, we were on our way to the Redang Island Marine Park when all of a sudden, we saw a school of dolphins swimming pass the boat. Later in the evening, the guide took some of us to the shark's territory to see some baby sharks. On the way there, I saw stingrays and puffer fish too. According to the guide, he said that we were really lucky to see all of these as not all the other groups get to see them during their trip.
The guide was very friendly too. He showed us so many things that we city people have not seen before. On the last night, he took us along the beach to see the nesting spot of the turtles. Yup. There were eggs there but we were not allowed to touch anything there. But the sad part was, I didn't know mandarin. Throughout the whole trip, he was speaking mandarin. And I had to get the others to translate for me. TT
Overall, its an enjoyable trip. I even got tanned as well. Not sure whether you guys would still recognise me. Haha. Sunburn all over my arms and shoulders. Its so painful. But it was all worth the fun.
Props to PHwa and Kim Li for organising such a wonderful trip. =)
The biggest crab I found on the beach. =__=
*puffs*
Saturday, June 27, 2009
Wonderful. Dead Tired.
Crap. I've been so busy going out and travelling until I forgotten to write something here. Let's see..
I'll start off with HELP's A-Levels Annual Prom held at the Sunway Resort and Spa hotel two days ago. First time I had to fetch so many people there. So difficult for my car to move fast. TT Overall, it was good I would say. I like the band performance. Can't remember the name of the band tho. Haha. Everyone looked so cool and pretty on that night. It was a wonderful night for me. I'll never forget this night. =D
Anyway, I don't have pictures. Sorry. Normal lar. Too lazy to take pictures. Haha.
And after prom, the rest of us that were chilling and chit-chatting at the hotel lobby decided to go for a drink at the mamak nearby. Felt so awkward. Everyone just had to turn their heads at us like as if we're a bunch of clowns. I reached home at nearly 4am after fetching everyone home from one end of the world to another. I was damn tired. And just when I thought I could have a good night sleep like everyone else....
One hour later.....
I'm off to Singapore!!! Wtheck!! Travelling to Singapore at 5am is not funny. Reached there at about one in the afternoon and we headed straight to Orchard Road!! Wheeee!! So nice. Sales everywhere. Can get apparels and bags at a very good deal. You girls will surely enjoy shopping for clothings and bags there. So yeah. What else do you do when you're at Orchard Road besides shopping? Walk walk walk. Take the train. Walk walk walk....zzZzz. My legs were damn pain. Finally, after walking so much, I've gotten myself a pair of Adizeros. =) Yay!! Can start running next week. And there's this new shopping mall which is gonna open soon.
Its kinda blurred since the car was moving. I find the lights quite interesting actually. Its gonna be another high-end shopping mall like Paragon. With shops opening soon like Bvlgari, Louis Vuitton and Dolce and Gabbana, looking around would be the only thing I could do there. Hahaha. So, after having dinner with my uncle, my dad and I headed straight back home without stopping.
Despite being so tired, I had lots of fun. Prom and one-day trip to Singapore. And the fun doesn't stop there.
Tonight, Lang Tengah....here I come!! XD
*puffs*
I'll start off with HELP's A-Levels Annual Prom held at the Sunway Resort and Spa hotel two days ago. First time I had to fetch so many people there. So difficult for my car to move fast. TT Overall, it was good I would say. I like the band performance. Can't remember the name of the band tho. Haha. Everyone looked so cool and pretty on that night. It was a wonderful night for me. I'll never forget this night. =D
Anyway, I don't have pictures. Sorry. Normal lar. Too lazy to take pictures. Haha.
And after prom, the rest of us that were chilling and chit-chatting at the hotel lobby decided to go for a drink at the mamak nearby. Felt so awkward. Everyone just had to turn their heads at us like as if we're a bunch of clowns. I reached home at nearly 4am after fetching everyone home from one end of the world to another. I was damn tired. And just when I thought I could have a good night sleep like everyone else....
One hour later.....
I'm off to Singapore!!! Wtheck!! Travelling to Singapore at 5am is not funny. Reached there at about one in the afternoon and we headed straight to Orchard Road!! Wheeee!! So nice. Sales everywhere. Can get apparels and bags at a very good deal. You girls will surely enjoy shopping for clothings and bags there. So yeah. What else do you do when you're at Orchard Road besides shopping? Walk walk walk. Take the train. Walk walk walk....zzZzz. My legs were damn pain. Finally, after walking so much, I've gotten myself a pair of Adizeros. =) Yay!! Can start running next week. And there's this new shopping mall which is gonna open soon.
Its kinda blurred since the car was moving. I find the lights quite interesting actually. Its gonna be another high-end shopping mall like Paragon. With shops opening soon like Bvlgari, Louis Vuitton and Dolce and Gabbana, looking around would be the only thing I could do there. Hahaha. So, after having dinner with my uncle, my dad and I headed straight back home without stopping.
Despite being so tired, I had lots of fun. Prom and one-day trip to Singapore. And the fun doesn't stop there.
Tonight, Lang Tengah....here I come!! XD
*puffs*
Saturday, June 6, 2009
Hopefully I Can....
I can see it. The road of sleepless nights. Non-stop ginseng tea consumption. I'm gonna go through all these alone. Despite the fact that there's a lot others who are going through the same shit, I still think I'm alone. I'm always alone.
Everybody needs a someone
Waitin' to be there when things are a-lookin' down
So if you feel a little lonely
Go out, find your one and only
*puffs*
Everybody needs a someone
Waitin' to be there when things are a-lookin' down
So if you feel a little lonely
Go out, find your one and only
*puffs*
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Why last day??
07/01/2008
My first day of college. I was assigned to A52 Group G Further Maths. Still remember Mr. Khoo making us introduce ourselves during our first maths class? Haha. I didn't really bother to mix around since I'm always shy as you all know. With a brand new start, my enthusiasm to study was on top form.
From February 2008 onwards...
I started to know people in college.
Through random topics, bullshits and laughters in class, I got to know some amazing people such as Seng Tuck, Wei Kit, Joshua Tay, Adrian Tan, Ke Vin, Jin Khai, Poovan, Bali, Wee Lim, Chee Fai, Jon Hoe and Terk Chen. Wendy plays computer games...damn cool. Ying always gets disturbed by Adrian...damn funny. Sen Yi laughs for no reason...dunno what to say. Haha.
Through my good friend, Nick Yeow, I got to know some of his classmates. Rajiv, Satish and Edwyn. Had fun hanging out and playing futsal with you guys. Since I follow Nick back most of the time, I got to know Evangeline, a girl...that follows him back too. Walking to Nick's car at Jalan Demurun has been fun. Haha. Through Evangeline, I met Paik Hwa. You two are really random. Whack you with a rubbish bin.
Kai Shen has always been nice to help me with my studies. I probably wouldn't have done well in my exams if it wasn't for him. =) Through him, I got to know Khye Ren, his primary schoolmate, in LAN class. At the same time, she has this really nice friend from her secondary school who is in the same LAN class as us. And that's how I know Li Ling.
And the connection goes on and on....never ending.
Never realised that its such a small world afterall.
Many events had occured during this period of time. Both happy times and emo moments. Well, that's what life is all about afterall. Savour the good times and learn your mistakes from the bad times.
28/05/2009
Everything happens so quickly. Back then in January 2008, we were all saying "Hi" to each other. And today, we're all saying "Bye" to each other. Why does it has to be our last day of college today?? Can't it be postponed to another later time?? Sigh. That's how the A levels system works. You can't change that fact. The feeling has not strike me yet tho. Haha. This may be the last day I'm gonna see some of you. But I'm definitely seeing my classmates again since there's extra class. Wtheck. =__=
There's always an end to a start for anything. It's an inevitable fact. But for me, I don't think this is the end. In a few months time, we'll all be going our own ways to achieve the things we wanna get in life. Who knows, we might actually bump into each other one day in our workplace or in a cafe somewhere around the globe. Haha. Always expect the unexpected.
Wendy. Say bye to wei kit's foot. Haha.
All those days gone forever.
Wonder if we're gonna ever.
See all our younglife friends that we made again.
Have we all lost connection?
Life pulls in all directions.
Memories bring us back to where we've been.
*puffs*
My first day of college. I was assigned to A52 Group G Further Maths. Still remember Mr. Khoo making us introduce ourselves during our first maths class? Haha. I didn't really bother to mix around since I'm always shy as you all know. With a brand new start, my enthusiasm to study was on top form.
From February 2008 onwards...
I started to know people in college.
Through random topics, bullshits and laughters in class, I got to know some amazing people such as Seng Tuck, Wei Kit, Joshua Tay, Adrian Tan, Ke Vin, Jin Khai, Poovan, Bali, Wee Lim, Chee Fai, Jon Hoe and Terk Chen. Wendy plays computer games...damn cool. Ying always gets disturbed by Adrian...damn funny. Sen Yi laughs for no reason...dunno what to say. Haha.
Through my good friend, Nick Yeow, I got to know some of his classmates. Rajiv, Satish and Edwyn. Had fun hanging out and playing futsal with you guys. Since I follow Nick back most of the time, I got to know Evangeline, a girl...that follows him back too. Walking to Nick's car at Jalan Demurun has been fun. Haha. Through Evangeline, I met Paik Hwa. You two are really random. Whack you with a rubbish bin.
Kai Shen has always been nice to help me with my studies. I probably wouldn't have done well in my exams if it wasn't for him. =) Through him, I got to know Khye Ren, his primary schoolmate, in LAN class. At the same time, she has this really nice friend from her secondary school who is in the same LAN class as us. And that's how I know Li Ling.
And the connection goes on and on....never ending.
Never realised that its such a small world afterall.
Many events had occured during this period of time. Both happy times and emo moments. Well, that's what life is all about afterall. Savour the good times and learn your mistakes from the bad times.
28/05/2009
Everything happens so quickly. Back then in January 2008, we were all saying "Hi" to each other. And today, we're all saying "Bye" to each other. Why does it has to be our last day of college today?? Can't it be postponed to another later time?? Sigh. That's how the A levels system works. You can't change that fact. The feeling has not strike me yet tho. Haha. This may be the last day I'm gonna see some of you. But I'm definitely seeing my classmates again since there's extra class. Wtheck. =__=
There's always an end to a start for anything. It's an inevitable fact. But for me, I don't think this is the end. In a few months time, we'll all be going our own ways to achieve the things we wanna get in life. Who knows, we might actually bump into each other one day in our workplace or in a cafe somewhere around the globe. Haha. Always expect the unexpected.
Wendy. Say bye to wei kit's foot. Haha.
All those days gone forever.
Wonder if we're gonna ever.
See all our younglife friends that we made again.
Have we all lost connection?
Life pulls in all directions.
Memories bring us back to where we've been.
*puffs*
Sunday, May 3, 2009
Saturday, May 2, 2009
Last Hope
Exams are so damn near already. This time, its more important than the ones before. It's either you make it, or you don't. Screw this one up and you're finished. Its that important. For the first time, I've been nerding everyday. Not gonna waste this chance to move forward in life.
Prom + Trip. Both are coming in less than two months time. Whee!! On the downside, it means massive expenses. I feel so terrible for forking out so much money from my dad. Don't worry. I'll make you proud. =D
Preparations for :
1. Exams - Has started and still ongoing. Books scattered everywhere. Eye bags on the way.
2. Prom - On hold since I don't plan to do anything important.
3. Trip - Need to settle the remaining balance. I'll get it done quickly PHwa. =)
Evan, you're damn potong. I was happily telling you about how happy I felt. Then, you just potong me....like that. Hmph. Haha. =D
Goodnight peeps. Be right back, after practical exams.
When the light starts to burn
And the pain returns
I just wish that I could heal the hurt you feel tonight
*puffs*
Prom + Trip. Both are coming in less than two months time. Whee!! On the downside, it means massive expenses. I feel so terrible for forking out so much money from my dad. Don't worry. I'll make you proud. =D
Preparations for :
1. Exams - Has started and still ongoing. Books scattered everywhere. Eye bags on the way.
2. Prom - On hold since I don't plan to do anything important.
3. Trip - Need to settle the remaining balance. I'll get it done quickly PHwa. =)
Evan, you're damn potong. I was happily telling you about how happy I felt. Then, you just potong me....like that. Hmph. Haha. =D
Goodnight peeps. Be right back, after practical exams.
When the light starts to burn
And the pain returns
I just wish that I could heal the hurt you feel tonight
*puffs*
Sunday, April 26, 2009
I've Stabbed You, Yet You Forgave
The moment I've been made to look like a jerk. Seriously, it felt worst than any shit I've been through before.
Let's just imagine. You hurt a really good friend of yours like firing a rocket launcher towards that person just because of a small tiny whiny matter. Yes. Back to reality, I actually did that. Its so....what the eff lar. And to realise that I've made that good friend of mine upset and pissed, I felt really lost. You're such a nice person, how could I have done it. >< Full of regret and shame, I don't know how am I ever gonna face that person again. He or she would have told me straight into my face, "Buzz off you f***ing asshole!! Undeserving bitch!!"
Well, if that turned out, I wouldn't be writing this in the first place. The reason why I'm writing this is because, he or she didn't do that. That's what I wanna testify. Instead, he or she just have to tell me, "I was pissed, but I didn't want it to ruin our friendship." Those simple, yet meaningful words, crumbled down the walls in my heart. I couldn't react. I was stunned. After all those hurtful things I've done to you, yet you wanted our friendship to stay strong. I couldn't ask for more. TT
This morning, it was an ordinary Sunday, with an ordinary message by the speaker today at church. Forgiveness. I thought to myself, "Cheh...simple stuff only lar. No big deal.". Well, that was until I got myself into the biggest guilt ever. That's when I realised. Forgiveness. Such a simple thing, yet so powerful.
Thank you God. You have always been my guiding light.
Thank you my good friend. You have truly been one. =D
*puffs*
Let's just imagine. You hurt a really good friend of yours like firing a rocket launcher towards that person just because of a small tiny whiny matter. Yes. Back to reality, I actually did that. Its so....what the eff lar. And to realise that I've made that good friend of mine upset and pissed, I felt really lost. You're such a nice person, how could I have done it. >< Full of regret and shame, I don't know how am I ever gonna face that person again. He or she would have told me straight into my face, "Buzz off you f***ing asshole!! Undeserving bitch!!"
Well, if that turned out, I wouldn't be writing this in the first place. The reason why I'm writing this is because, he or she didn't do that. That's what I wanna testify. Instead, he or she just have to tell me, "I was pissed, but I didn't want it to ruin our friendship." Those simple, yet meaningful words, crumbled down the walls in my heart. I couldn't react. I was stunned. After all those hurtful things I've done to you, yet you wanted our friendship to stay strong. I couldn't ask for more. TT
This morning, it was an ordinary Sunday, with an ordinary message by the speaker today at church. Forgiveness. I thought to myself, "Cheh...simple stuff only lar. No big deal.". Well, that was until I got myself into the biggest guilt ever. That's when I realised. Forgiveness. Such a simple thing, yet so powerful.
Thank you God. You have always been my guiding light.
Thank you my good friend. You have truly been one. =D
*puffs*
Saturday, April 25, 2009
Friday, April 24, 2009
Tracing Steps
At the end of the semester every year, there's always this one event which everyone...not really everyone, would be anticipating for. Yes. Prom night. Some people would call it ball. At first, couldn't attend it because we were supposed to have a class trip to lang tengah. Everything was so much more straight forward then. Now, it might be postphoned. Thinking about whether to go or not. 125 bucks wei. I'm already broke. TT
Anyway, money is besides the matter. I just lost the mood to go. First time I've felt so disgusted over this kinda stuff. Should I go, just because everyone's going? I doubt I would consider that into my ultimate decision. =)
Prom night. Walking down the street I've once walked. Sigh. Makes me reminisce the time I had during prom night 2 years back. Still can remember the time you went around one utama to look for your dress. Such a pretty silver dress. Did some pretty simple matching so that what I wear matches your dress. It was fun. Haha. And you definitely looked breath-taking that night. =D Thanks yeelian. It was a great night.
Hmmm....after writing all that, I just realised that I've mentioned my point. Haha. This is what I'm looking for. An enjoyable night. Would it be like that? Facts are doubting me, but my heart longs to give it a go. Such dilemma. Sigh.
Oh, how I've tried to get you out of my head.
And I lied, broken words I said.
Never thought I'd walk on this street again.
Standing where it all began.
Tried to forget when I left this town,
But it takes me right back when I come back around.
Retrace the steps we took on that long summer night.
I'm back there by your side.
Retrace the steps we took when we met worlds away.
Counting backwards while the stars are falling.
*puffs*
Anyway, money is besides the matter. I just lost the mood to go. First time I've felt so disgusted over this kinda stuff. Should I go, just because everyone's going? I doubt I would consider that into my ultimate decision. =)
Prom night. Walking down the street I've once walked. Sigh. Makes me reminisce the time I had during prom night 2 years back. Still can remember the time you went around one utama to look for your dress. Such a pretty silver dress. Did some pretty simple matching so that what I wear matches your dress. It was fun. Haha. And you definitely looked breath-taking that night. =D Thanks yeelian. It was a great night.
Hmmm....after writing all that, I just realised that I've mentioned my point. Haha. This is what I'm looking for. An enjoyable night. Would it be like that? Facts are doubting me, but my heart longs to give it a go. Such dilemma. Sigh.
Oh, how I've tried to get you out of my head.
And I lied, broken words I said.
Never thought I'd walk on this street again.
Standing where it all began.
Tried to forget when I left this town,
But it takes me right back when I come back around.
Retrace the steps we took on that long summer night.
I'm back there by your side.
Retrace the steps we took when we met worlds away.
Counting backwards while the stars are falling.
*puffs*
Monday, April 13, 2009
PC Fair 2009
Sorry about the late update. I was actually waiting for the right moment to write this out. Hehe.
This year's PC fair was rather interesting for me. First time I did an actual shopping at the PC fair. On the first day, wendy, adrian, li ling, terk chen, chee fai, jin khai and myself went to KLCC to check out what's hot there. The telco companies were spamming their broadband promotions like mad!! Imagine....one hundred people coming at you to ask you to subscribe for their packages. WTHECK seriously. =.="
Wendy got herself a pair of the steelseries iron lady headsets. Its pink wei!! 50 bucks extra for the paint. Hahaha. Nvm lar wendy. As long as you like it, that's all that matters. =D Sigh. Left the place empty handed. So sad.
I went on the second day too. This time, with evan and phwa. My gosh, horrible timing lar the both of you. Make me wait at kl sentral. Haha. Well, after contemplating for half a day, I've bought the steelseries 4H headsets. Good budget seriously. Managed to bargain 10 bucks off. Hehe. While waiting for phwa's dad, we went to the entrance of the petronas philharmonic building. Very nice interiors. Evan just has to bum there. Haha.
A board pointing an arrow towards the concert halls.
Nice chandeliers. =)
On the third day of PC fair, I was there. Yeah. I'm crazy. Who goes to all 3 days? Me. LOL. The crowd yesterday was mad.
Well, I actually bought quite a lot of stuffs. Finally, the "thing" i've been waiting for so long, has arrived into my wide-open arms. Yes. I got a new laptop. YAY!! Pretty good specs for the price I paid. Very satisfied with it now. =D So yeah. I was actually waiting for the laptop so that I could write this post out. XD
Now, busy updating and putting all my stuffs into my laptop. Will take a while till everthing is done.
That's all for now.
*puffs*
This year's PC fair was rather interesting for me. First time I did an actual shopping at the PC fair. On the first day, wendy, adrian, li ling, terk chen, chee fai, jin khai and myself went to KLCC to check out what's hot there. The telco companies were spamming their broadband promotions like mad!! Imagine....one hundred people coming at you to ask you to subscribe for their packages. WTHECK seriously. =.="
Wendy got herself a pair of the steelseries iron lady headsets. Its pink wei!! 50 bucks extra for the paint. Hahaha. Nvm lar wendy. As long as you like it, that's all that matters. =D Sigh. Left the place empty handed. So sad.
I went on the second day too. This time, with evan and phwa. My gosh, horrible timing lar the both of you. Make me wait at kl sentral. Haha. Well, after contemplating for half a day, I've bought the steelseries 4H headsets. Good budget seriously. Managed to bargain 10 bucks off. Hehe. While waiting for phwa's dad, we went to the entrance of the petronas philharmonic building. Very nice interiors. Evan just has to bum there. Haha.
A board pointing an arrow towards the concert halls.
Nice chandeliers. =)
On the third day of PC fair, I was there. Yeah. I'm crazy. Who goes to all 3 days? Me. LOL. The crowd yesterday was mad.
Well, I actually bought quite a lot of stuffs. Finally, the "thing" i've been waiting for so long, has arrived into my wide-open arms. Yes. I got a new laptop. YAY!! Pretty good specs for the price I paid. Very satisfied with it now. =D So yeah. I was actually waiting for the laptop so that I could write this post out. XD
Now, busy updating and putting all my stuffs into my laptop. Will take a while till everthing is done.
That's all for now.
*puffs*
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Enough Black
Tired of seeing the black page. Makes me feel sleepy. So, I thought I would change the layout a bit. At least its something brighter and cheerful now. People wouldnt get the first impression of me being an emo child now when they see the yellowish-green layout. Sadly, I dont know how to do photo editing and html stuffs. If not, I could put Simca (from air gear manga) as my background. XD
Damnit. I dont know how to describe the sounds of lightning. So here goes. It has been raining heavily for the past few days. Yesterday's bang-bangs of lightning has strucked my desktop's mobo (short for motherboard) . TT So sad. Now, I cant play cs and chat on msn comfortably. All my data might be gone too. Shit. That must not happen seriously. I cant afford to lose all my stuffs which took me loads of hours to download. D=
And yesterday, loss in a futsal tournament. I dont mind losing. But losing because I only get to play for 7 minutes in the first half of the first match out of total 3 matches, is pure bullshit. Paid 14 bucks for it. Equivalent to 2 bucks per min. Great. Reason? The same shit that happened to me back in one of my post about a football tournament. Second time this shit happened. Not letting it happen again.
Yesterday damn unlucky seriously.
Sleepy. What to do? Sleep. =)
*puffs*
Damnit. I dont know how to describe the sounds of lightning. So here goes. It has been raining heavily for the past few days. Yesterday's bang-bangs of lightning has strucked my desktop's mobo (short for motherboard) . TT So sad. Now, I cant play cs and chat on msn comfortably. All my data might be gone too. Shit. That must not happen seriously. I cant afford to lose all my stuffs which took me loads of hours to download. D=
And yesterday, loss in a futsal tournament. I dont mind losing. But losing because I only get to play for 7 minutes in the first half of the first match out of total 3 matches, is pure bullshit. Paid 14 bucks for it. Equivalent to 2 bucks per min. Great. Reason? The same shit that happened to me back in one of my post about a football tournament. Second time this shit happened. Not letting it happen again.
Yesterday damn unlucky seriously.
Sleepy. What to do? Sleep. =)
*puffs*
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Strong Yet Weak
Damn....I've not updated for 2 weeks already. Most of the time I was lazy to type everything out. Haha. Anyway, within the past two weeks, life has been hard on me. So busy with doing work and playing around. Experienced quite a couple of events that has brought my world crashing down to the ground. Most of them are personal. But the one that really hit me like a giant rock being thrown at my face is my results.
Its so bad, that I'm not gonna share it with anyone anymore. "Why did I do so badly this time?" I kept asking myself that question. Its so frustrating to know that I didnt get what I expected after all that working my ass off till there's nothing left of me. Then, to think of the number of papers I'm retaking and the amount of stuffs I gotta study, it really breaks me down. With only 7 weeks left, I gotta study 2 times of whatever I did last time. How lar? I have to make so much sacrifice for this. And its gonna be the toughest challenge ever.
Despite all these, I'm really glad to know that I still have friends that understands. Friends who help me pick up the broken pieces of my life and put them back to wherever they belong to. Friends who carry me back to my feet so that I can continue walking the unexpecting path of life. Friends who help me to focus on my studies and give me motivation to study. I thank you guys for always being there for me.
The past is over. Now, its time to write out a brand new chapter of my life. =)
*puffs*
Its so bad, that I'm not gonna share it with anyone anymore. "Why did I do so badly this time?" I kept asking myself that question. Its so frustrating to know that I didnt get what I expected after all that working my ass off till there's nothing left of me. Then, to think of the number of papers I'm retaking and the amount of stuffs I gotta study, it really breaks me down. With only 7 weeks left, I gotta study 2 times of whatever I did last time. How lar? I have to make so much sacrifice for this. And its gonna be the toughest challenge ever.
Despite all these, I'm really glad to know that I still have friends that understands. Friends who help me pick up the broken pieces of my life and put them back to wherever they belong to. Friends who carry me back to my feet so that I can continue walking the unexpecting path of life. Friends who help me to focus on my studies and give me motivation to study. I thank you guys for always being there for me.
The past is over. Now, its time to write out a brand new chapter of my life. =)
*puffs*
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Just Thinking...
"The rich gets richer and the poor gets poorer."
That's what I always get from people who always wanna advise me but got no other better advise to give me. Well, in my opinion, I believe that its pretty true. The rich already have a large to capital to start off with anything e.g. a new business, investments in land properties, etc. or survive through bad economic recessions such as the one we are all facing now. On the other hand, the poor got almost nothing and its gonna be really difficult for them to survive during the economic recessions. This gives them, not all of them, no choice but to resort to crimes to earn money, thus causing the rate of crimes to increase. Hence, we should becareful nowadays whenever we go out.
Anyway, that's not my point. Besides the rich and the poor, what about the rest of the population like us who are stuck in between the rich and the poor? While the rich gets richer and the poor gets poorer, do we continue to get stuck in between them? While most would happily remain comfortable at this status, I wanna give it a try to attain or even get close to the rich status. Hahaha. Easier said than done. Its gonna be tough. Even now, its hard to get enough funds to send me to the uni in Singapore. Gotta apply for scholarships now. My academic achievements, is rather terrible I would say. Hope my swimming career last time could help me. Sigh. Hard to get scholarship also. How lar??
*puffs*
That's what I always get from people who always wanna advise me but got no other better advise to give me. Well, in my opinion, I believe that its pretty true. The rich already have a large to capital to start off with anything e.g. a new business, investments in land properties, etc. or survive through bad economic recessions such as the one we are all facing now. On the other hand, the poor got almost nothing and its gonna be really difficult for them to survive during the economic recessions. This gives them, not all of them, no choice but to resort to crimes to earn money, thus causing the rate of crimes to increase. Hence, we should becareful nowadays whenever we go out.
Anyway, that's not my point. Besides the rich and the poor, what about the rest of the population like us who are stuck in between the rich and the poor? While the rich gets richer and the poor gets poorer, do we continue to get stuck in between them? While most would happily remain comfortable at this status, I wanna give it a try to attain or even get close to the rich status. Hahaha. Easier said than done. Its gonna be tough. Even now, its hard to get enough funds to send me to the uni in Singapore. Gotta apply for scholarships now. My academic achievements, is rather terrible I would say. Hope my swimming career last time could help me. Sigh. Hard to get scholarship also. How lar??
*puffs*
Thursday, February 19, 2009
My New Baby!!
I wanna thank all my friends for celebrating my bday last saturday. I had lots of fun that day and I hope you too did had fun. Hahaha. Without you guys, it would have just been another ordinary saturday for me. =) And not forgetting, thank you soooo much for the presents. I am really grateful for the presents you guys gave me. Hehe.
Speaking of presents, I wanna highlight one of them. This one, I didn't expect them to actually achieve it. So unbelievable for me....till they gave it in my face. With 45 people contributing to it, I'm so amazed that so many would contribute for my present. LOL. I've been setting my eyes on it for more than half a year, and I finally get to own it!! Not just happy man!! Ecstatic would be the word!!
This is what those 45 people got for me...
Yes. It's the Creative ZEN X-Fi!! My new baby!! HAHA. This is the 8GB version of it.
The display resolution is excellent I would say. The screen has a 2.5 inch diagonal length. Quite big for such a small player.
The sound quality is also really good. Paired with the EP-830 in-ear earphones provided, the X-Fi (also known as Extreme Fidelity) feature works really well. Some of the lost details are recovered. The bass sounds cleaner. Acoustic strumming is sharper. Hi-hat and cymbals of the drums sounds more crisp. Very nice. I love it!!
And yesterday, I've just received this Arsenal football. Thanks for the football!! =D Yay!! Can play ball at home now. Hohoho.
Oh crap. I'm gonna miss the bus to college anytime soon. I'm off now peeps.
*puffs*
Speaking of presents, I wanna highlight one of them. This one, I didn't expect them to actually achieve it. So unbelievable for me....till they gave it in my face. With 45 people contributing to it, I'm so amazed that so many would contribute for my present. LOL. I've been setting my eyes on it for more than half a year, and I finally get to own it!! Not just happy man!! Ecstatic would be the word!!
This is what those 45 people got for me...
Yes. It's the Creative ZEN X-Fi!! My new baby!! HAHA. This is the 8GB version of it.
The display resolution is excellent I would say. The screen has a 2.5 inch diagonal length. Quite big for such a small player.
The sound quality is also really good. Paired with the EP-830 in-ear earphones provided, the X-Fi (also known as Extreme Fidelity) feature works really well. Some of the lost details are recovered. The bass sounds cleaner. Acoustic strumming is sharper. Hi-hat and cymbals of the drums sounds more crisp. Very nice. I love it!!
And yesterday, I've just received this Arsenal football. Thanks for the football!! =D Yay!! Can play ball at home now. Hohoho.
Oh crap. I'm gonna miss the bus to college anytime soon. I'm off now peeps.
*puffs*
Friday, February 13, 2009
Friday the 13th lar
Rihanna did picked a good date to perform in Malaysia. Yes lar that's right. Kena bit by chris brown. LOL. Damn wtheck wei. Like dog only. Hohoho.
Tomorrow is valentine's day. Everyone's gonna be busy, buying roses, chocolates, going out for date(s), bla bla bla...you know...the usual valentine's day stuffs. While everyone's gonna be in the valentine mood, I'm gonna be busy sleeping in the morning, busy cooking in the afternoon, and busy enjoying at night. WOOO!! Yes lar that's right. 4 more hours to go!!
Today, tapow-ed the public in CS at blitz. Mouse scared to play with me already. LOL.
*puffs*
Tomorrow is valentine's day. Everyone's gonna be busy, buying roses, chocolates, going out for date(s), bla bla bla...you know...the usual valentine's day stuffs. While everyone's gonna be in the valentine mood, I'm gonna be busy sleeping in the morning, busy cooking in the afternoon, and busy enjoying at night. WOOO!! Yes lar that's right. 4 more hours to go!!
Today, tapow-ed the public in CS at blitz. Mouse scared to play with me already. LOL.
*puffs*
Saturday, January 31, 2009
Finally Over
Yup!! Exams are finally over....well, just for now. Further pure sucked really badly man. Let's just hope and pray that I would do better than my mocks. Hahaha. Anyway, there's still a long journey ahead for all of us. With more challenges awaiting ahead of our lives. Hmmm...you know what? Let's sidetrack from the talk of life.
*rewind kinda whirling sound.....#%#$^#*
For now, I think its time we should get a break. After three weeks of gruelling late night studying, I get one week of rest. I'm really thankful for this one week break. I guess its sufficient for me. Not too long to get my brains rusty and not too short to do everything I want to do. Let's see....I definitely must play football and badminton. Catch up with my anime. Watch movies. OH YES!! LEFT 4 DEAD!! TINGGAL EMPAT MATI!! Must play that one at blitzone one day.
Owh. It's saturday already. Another 2 more weeks to go before someone grows old. XD
*puffs*
*rewind kinda whirling sound.....#%#$^#*
For now, I think its time we should get a break. After three weeks of gruelling late night studying, I get one week of rest. I'm really thankful for this one week break. I guess its sufficient for me. Not too long to get my brains rusty and not too short to do everything I want to do. Let's see....I definitely must play football and badminton. Catch up with my anime. Watch movies. OH YES!! LEFT 4 DEAD!! TINGGAL EMPAT MATI!! Must play that one at blitzone one day.
This is the character I always wanna play. Zoe!! HAHAHA.
And this is her in real life.
Owh. It's saturday already. Another 2 more weeks to go before someone grows old. XD
*puffs*
Sunday, January 18, 2009
Not for long....
It's been quite some time since I last wrote something here. Everyone's saying I'm damn emo. Of course I emo lar. Previously I was damn not prepared for my exams lar. Kept worrying about what if I didnt study everything in time. Ironically, everything turned out differently for me in the end. For the past one week of exams, everything seems to be okay. I'm very happy with how I've performed for my first 6 papers. Let's see....
1. Chemistry practical exam. I think I did okay. Made one stupid mistake though. So stupid of me to put iodide ion as my inference. Thanks to my wrong observation lar. Hahaha. It was a good mistake.
2. Physics practical exam. Major improvement lar. This time, I actually finished it on time!! XD
3. Core maths 3. I'm damn happy with this one. Without the library gang, I doubt I would have made it a good one for this paper. Thanks guys. I also would wanna personally thank li ling for guiding me through almost every question I dont know how to do. You're just awesome!! Haha. =D
4. Physics 3b. Epic fail. TT
5. Chemistry 3b. Thanks to my good mistake in point number 1, this paper was easy like dirt. I was laughing my ass off when I saw the first question. This time, the inference is iodide ion. No doubt. LOL. Chemistry 2 was rather tricky. If can get a higher score than my current score, it would be a miracle.
So yeah. I would conclude my first week of exams as a good week. Yes lar that's good. 6 papers down, 6 more to go. Left 4 dead is a damn good game wei seriously. Tried it last night. Addicted to it last night as well. Hahaha. Ish...must stay focused. Who's up for left 4 dead this coming thursday after those bio noobs finish their exams? XD
*puffs*
1. Chemistry practical exam. I think I did okay. Made one stupid mistake though. So stupid of me to put iodide ion as my inference. Thanks to my wrong observation lar. Hahaha. It was a good mistake.
2. Physics practical exam. Major improvement lar. This time, I actually finished it on time!! XD
3. Core maths 3. I'm damn happy with this one. Without the library gang, I doubt I would have made it a good one for this paper. Thanks guys. I also would wanna personally thank li ling for guiding me through almost every question I dont know how to do. You're just awesome!! Haha. =D
4. Physics 3b. Epic fail. TT
5. Chemistry 3b. Thanks to my good mistake in point number 1, this paper was easy like dirt. I was laughing my ass off when I saw the first question. This time, the inference is iodide ion. No doubt. LOL. Chemistry 2 was rather tricky. If can get a higher score than my current score, it would be a miracle.
So yeah. I would conclude my first week of exams as a good week. Yes lar that's good. 6 papers down, 6 more to go. Left 4 dead is a damn good game wei seriously. Tried it last night. Addicted to it last night as well. Hahaha. Ish...must stay focused. Who's up for left 4 dead this coming thursday after those bio noobs finish their exams? XD
*puffs*
Saturday, January 10, 2009
One more
One practical exam over. One quarantine session over.
Means.....
One practical exam left. One quarantine session left.
Damn it. I'm gonna be more prepared this time.
Save me from myself. ><
*puffs*
Means.....
One practical exam left. One quarantine session left.
Damn it. I'm gonna be more prepared this time.
Hands, like secrets, are the hardest thing to keep from you
Lines and phrases, like knives, your words can cut me through
Dismantle me down (repair)
You dismantle me
You dismantle me
Save me from myself. ><
*puffs*
Monday, January 5, 2009
New Year, Same Self
I guess its kinda late for me to post a new year post but who cares....we are already in the new year. The first 5 days of 2009 has been okay....not too good, not too bad either. And its just another 4 days till my first day of exam. Chemistry practical exam. Sigh. I got such a good name. Thanks to that, I have to get quarantined in a stupid room for 6 hours!!! No form of communication to the outside world. Not even outside the stupid room. Babi betul.
Last year's new year's eve celebration was awesome for me. Well, its actually my first time going out with my friends. Met up with the jacks at arn's house. Had steamboat for dinner at Ikano. Bought drinks for sleepover. Walk around the curve and cineleisure with li ling. OH YEAH. That night was the first time I had a frappucino from starbucks in my ENTIRE LIFE. Thanks to you li ling, I'm so darn addicted to starbucks now. Hahaha. Then, we went to the rooftop of cineleisure to meet up with the rest of the jacks. We even met up with yeelian too!! So shocking!! =O LOL. I'm glad that all of us got along pretty well. The fireworks that night was pretty. Go check out suyee's picasa web album for pictures. It has been a very meaningful night for me to be able to watch the fireworks with you that night. =)
Okay lar. Time to go back to study mode.
The night is still young for all of us. Let's study lar.
*puffs*
Last year's new year's eve celebration was awesome for me. Well, its actually my first time going out with my friends. Met up with the jacks at arn's house. Had steamboat for dinner at Ikano. Bought drinks for sleepover. Walk around the curve and cineleisure with li ling. OH YEAH. That night was the first time I had a frappucino from starbucks in my ENTIRE LIFE. Thanks to you li ling, I'm so darn addicted to starbucks now. Hahaha. Then, we went to the rooftop of cineleisure to meet up with the rest of the jacks. We even met up with yeelian too!! So shocking!! =O LOL. I'm glad that all of us got along pretty well. The fireworks that night was pretty. Go check out suyee's picasa web album for pictures. It has been a very meaningful night for me to be able to watch the fireworks with you that night. =)
li ling and myself
Sleepover at arn's place. One word. Madness. Can't say too much about it. You wouldn't wanna know about it either. Hahaha.Okay lar. Time to go back to study mode.
The night is still young for all of us. Let's study lar.
*puffs*
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