Saturday, October 10, 2009

Its Been A While.....

Jeez. HAHAHA. The time I last post something on my blog was nearly 2 months back. You could say that its really dusty. People have been asking me to update this blog ASAP. Well, it takes a lot of effort for me to start writing something here.

So yeah. How have I been? I'm doing great actually. Had much sorrows and disappointments before this. But I'm now starting to accept this reality. I guess I'm not ready to take on the challenges that are awaiting me in the outside world. Hence, I'm still here in Malaysia while more than half of my friends have gone overseas to further their studies. So, what am I up to at the moment? I'm actually studying my A-Levels again....not the entire course of course. Resitting a few papers in January 2010 to improve my grades so that I can get a better chance of studying in a university next year. Singapore, Hong Kong, Australia and perhaps...UK again. Not gonna risk any of my chances anymore.

This is my third time sitting for most of the papers that I'm retaking. Its funny and sad. Funny because I never thought that I would end up retaking in January 2010. Sad because I have to study the same shit all over again. Plus, I'm retaking practical paper. How to practice the lab experiments?!?! Gee gee. When I was doing my work, I just realised that I could work at a very efficient rate. And that's when I really regret not putting my priorities right during college days. The distractions of the world had brought me down. I wished I could turn back the time but there's no such thing.

All these while, my future actually headed for a suicide. But out of nowhere, a rope with a hook at the end grabbed it right before it hits the ground below. A second chance!! And its now up to myself to hold it tight and pull it back to me.

Hope you guys won't be like me, especially those of you studying in university. You will be in bigger trouble than me if you start slacking. =P

I'll write here pretty often now since its more boring nowadays. Sad. Seeya soon.

Something to keep myself happy.



*puffs*

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