Damn....I've not updated for 2 weeks already. Most of the time I was lazy to type everything out. Haha. Anyway, within the past two weeks, life has been hard on me. So busy with doing work and playing around. Experienced quite a couple of events that has brought my world crashing down to the ground. Most of them are personal. But the one that really hit me like a giant rock being thrown at my face is my results.
Its so bad, that I'm not gonna share it with anyone anymore. "Why did I do so badly this time?" I kept asking myself that question. Its so frustrating to know that I didnt get what I expected after all that working my ass off till there's nothing left of me. Then, to think of the number of papers I'm retaking and the amount of stuffs I gotta study, it really breaks me down. With only 7 weeks left, I gotta study 2 times of whatever I did last time. How lar? I have to make so much sacrifice for this. And its gonna be the toughest challenge ever.
Despite all these, I'm really glad to know that I still have friends that understands. Friends who help me pick up the broken pieces of my life and put them back to wherever they belong to. Friends who carry me back to my feet so that I can continue walking the unexpecting path of life. Friends who help me to focus on my studies and give me motivation to study. I thank you guys for always being there for me.
The past is over. Now, its time to write out a brand new chapter of my life. =)
*puffs*
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Just Thinking...
"The rich gets richer and the poor gets poorer."
That's what I always get from people who always wanna advise me but got no other better advise to give me. Well, in my opinion, I believe that its pretty true. The rich already have a large to capital to start off with anything e.g. a new business, investments in land properties, etc. or survive through bad economic recessions such as the one we are all facing now. On the other hand, the poor got almost nothing and its gonna be really difficult for them to survive during the economic recessions. This gives them, not all of them, no choice but to resort to crimes to earn money, thus causing the rate of crimes to increase. Hence, we should becareful nowadays whenever we go out.
Anyway, that's not my point. Besides the rich and the poor, what about the rest of the population like us who are stuck in between the rich and the poor? While the rich gets richer and the poor gets poorer, do we continue to get stuck in between them? While most would happily remain comfortable at this status, I wanna give it a try to attain or even get close to the rich status. Hahaha. Easier said than done. Its gonna be tough. Even now, its hard to get enough funds to send me to the uni in Singapore. Gotta apply for scholarships now. My academic achievements, is rather terrible I would say. Hope my swimming career last time could help me. Sigh. Hard to get scholarship also. How lar??
*puffs*
That's what I always get from people who always wanna advise me but got no other better advise to give me. Well, in my opinion, I believe that its pretty true. The rich already have a large to capital to start off with anything e.g. a new business, investments in land properties, etc. or survive through bad economic recessions such as the one we are all facing now. On the other hand, the poor got almost nothing and its gonna be really difficult for them to survive during the economic recessions. This gives them, not all of them, no choice but to resort to crimes to earn money, thus causing the rate of crimes to increase. Hence, we should becareful nowadays whenever we go out.
Anyway, that's not my point. Besides the rich and the poor, what about the rest of the population like us who are stuck in between the rich and the poor? While the rich gets richer and the poor gets poorer, do we continue to get stuck in between them? While most would happily remain comfortable at this status, I wanna give it a try to attain or even get close to the rich status. Hahaha. Easier said than done. Its gonna be tough. Even now, its hard to get enough funds to send me to the uni in Singapore. Gotta apply for scholarships now. My academic achievements, is rather terrible I would say. Hope my swimming career last time could help me. Sigh. Hard to get scholarship also. How lar??
*puffs*
Thursday, February 19, 2009
My New Baby!!
I wanna thank all my friends for celebrating my bday last saturday. I had lots of fun that day and I hope you too did had fun. Hahaha. Without you guys, it would have just been another ordinary saturday for me. =) And not forgetting, thank you soooo much for the presents. I am really grateful for the presents you guys gave me. Hehe.
Speaking of presents, I wanna highlight one of them. This one, I didn't expect them to actually achieve it. So unbelievable for me....till they gave it in my face. With 45 people contributing to it, I'm so amazed that so many would contribute for my present. LOL. I've been setting my eyes on it for more than half a year, and I finally get to own it!! Not just happy man!! Ecstatic would be the word!!
This is what those 45 people got for me...
Yes. It's the Creative ZEN X-Fi!! My new baby!! HAHA. This is the 8GB version of it.
The display resolution is excellent I would say. The screen has a 2.5 inch diagonal length. Quite big for such a small player.
The sound quality is also really good. Paired with the EP-830 in-ear earphones provided, the X-Fi (also known as Extreme Fidelity) feature works really well. Some of the lost details are recovered. The bass sounds cleaner. Acoustic strumming is sharper. Hi-hat and cymbals of the drums sounds more crisp. Very nice. I love it!!
And yesterday, I've just received this Arsenal football. Thanks for the football!! =D Yay!! Can play ball at home now. Hohoho.
Oh crap. I'm gonna miss the bus to college anytime soon. I'm off now peeps.
*puffs*
Speaking of presents, I wanna highlight one of them. This one, I didn't expect them to actually achieve it. So unbelievable for me....till they gave it in my face. With 45 people contributing to it, I'm so amazed that so many would contribute for my present. LOL. I've been setting my eyes on it for more than half a year, and I finally get to own it!! Not just happy man!! Ecstatic would be the word!!
This is what those 45 people got for me...
Yes. It's the Creative ZEN X-Fi!! My new baby!! HAHA. This is the 8GB version of it.
The display resolution is excellent I would say. The screen has a 2.5 inch diagonal length. Quite big for such a small player.
The sound quality is also really good. Paired with the EP-830 in-ear earphones provided, the X-Fi (also known as Extreme Fidelity) feature works really well. Some of the lost details are recovered. The bass sounds cleaner. Acoustic strumming is sharper. Hi-hat and cymbals of the drums sounds more crisp. Very nice. I love it!!
And yesterday, I've just received this Arsenal football. Thanks for the football!! =D Yay!! Can play ball at home now. Hohoho.
Oh crap. I'm gonna miss the bus to college anytime soon. I'm off now peeps.
*puffs*
Friday, February 13, 2009
Friday the 13th lar
Rihanna did picked a good date to perform in Malaysia. Yes lar that's right. Kena bit by chris brown. LOL. Damn wtheck wei. Like dog only. Hohoho.
Tomorrow is valentine's day. Everyone's gonna be busy, buying roses, chocolates, going out for date(s), bla bla bla...you know...the usual valentine's day stuffs. While everyone's gonna be in the valentine mood, I'm gonna be busy sleeping in the morning, busy cooking in the afternoon, and busy enjoying at night. WOOO!! Yes lar that's right. 4 more hours to go!!
Today, tapow-ed the public in CS at blitz. Mouse scared to play with me already. LOL.
*puffs*
Tomorrow is valentine's day. Everyone's gonna be busy, buying roses, chocolates, going out for date(s), bla bla bla...you know...the usual valentine's day stuffs. While everyone's gonna be in the valentine mood, I'm gonna be busy sleeping in the morning, busy cooking in the afternoon, and busy enjoying at night. WOOO!! Yes lar that's right. 4 more hours to go!!
Today, tapow-ed the public in CS at blitz. Mouse scared to play with me already. LOL.
*puffs*
Saturday, January 31, 2009
Finally Over
Yup!! Exams are finally over....well, just for now. Further pure sucked really badly man. Let's just hope and pray that I would do better than my mocks. Hahaha. Anyway, there's still a long journey ahead for all of us. With more challenges awaiting ahead of our lives. Hmmm...you know what? Let's sidetrack from the talk of life.
*rewind kinda whirling sound.....#%#$^#*
For now, I think its time we should get a break. After three weeks of gruelling late night studying, I get one week of rest. I'm really thankful for this one week break. I guess its sufficient for me. Not too long to get my brains rusty and not too short to do everything I want to do. Let's see....I definitely must play football and badminton. Catch up with my anime. Watch movies. OH YES!! LEFT 4 DEAD!! TINGGAL EMPAT MATI!! Must play that one at blitzone one day.
Owh. It's saturday already. Another 2 more weeks to go before someone grows old. XD
*puffs*
*rewind kinda whirling sound.....#%#$^#*
For now, I think its time we should get a break. After three weeks of gruelling late night studying, I get one week of rest. I'm really thankful for this one week break. I guess its sufficient for me. Not too long to get my brains rusty and not too short to do everything I want to do. Let's see....I definitely must play football and badminton. Catch up with my anime. Watch movies. OH YES!! LEFT 4 DEAD!! TINGGAL EMPAT MATI!! Must play that one at blitzone one day.
This is the character I always wanna play. Zoe!! HAHAHA.
And this is her in real life.
Owh. It's saturday already. Another 2 more weeks to go before someone grows old. XD
*puffs*
Sunday, January 18, 2009
Not for long....
It's been quite some time since I last wrote something here. Everyone's saying I'm damn emo. Of course I emo lar. Previously I was damn not prepared for my exams lar. Kept worrying about what if I didnt study everything in time. Ironically, everything turned out differently for me in the end. For the past one week of exams, everything seems to be okay. I'm very happy with how I've performed for my first 6 papers. Let's see....
1. Chemistry practical exam. I think I did okay. Made one stupid mistake though. So stupid of me to put iodide ion as my inference. Thanks to my wrong observation lar. Hahaha. It was a good mistake.
2. Physics practical exam. Major improvement lar. This time, I actually finished it on time!! XD
3. Core maths 3. I'm damn happy with this one. Without the library gang, I doubt I would have made it a good one for this paper. Thanks guys. I also would wanna personally thank li ling for guiding me through almost every question I dont know how to do. You're just awesome!! Haha. =D
4. Physics 3b. Epic fail. TT
5. Chemistry 3b. Thanks to my good mistake in point number 1, this paper was easy like dirt. I was laughing my ass off when I saw the first question. This time, the inference is iodide ion. No doubt. LOL. Chemistry 2 was rather tricky. If can get a higher score than my current score, it would be a miracle.
So yeah. I would conclude my first week of exams as a good week. Yes lar that's good. 6 papers down, 6 more to go. Left 4 dead is a damn good game wei seriously. Tried it last night. Addicted to it last night as well. Hahaha. Ish...must stay focused. Who's up for left 4 dead this coming thursday after those bio noobs finish their exams? XD
*puffs*
1. Chemistry practical exam. I think I did okay. Made one stupid mistake though. So stupid of me to put iodide ion as my inference. Thanks to my wrong observation lar. Hahaha. It was a good mistake.
2. Physics practical exam. Major improvement lar. This time, I actually finished it on time!! XD
3. Core maths 3. I'm damn happy with this one. Without the library gang, I doubt I would have made it a good one for this paper. Thanks guys. I also would wanna personally thank li ling for guiding me through almost every question I dont know how to do. You're just awesome!! Haha. =D
4. Physics 3b. Epic fail. TT
5. Chemistry 3b. Thanks to my good mistake in point number 1, this paper was easy like dirt. I was laughing my ass off when I saw the first question. This time, the inference is iodide ion. No doubt. LOL. Chemistry 2 was rather tricky. If can get a higher score than my current score, it would be a miracle.
So yeah. I would conclude my first week of exams as a good week. Yes lar that's good. 6 papers down, 6 more to go. Left 4 dead is a damn good game wei seriously. Tried it last night. Addicted to it last night as well. Hahaha. Ish...must stay focused. Who's up for left 4 dead this coming thursday after those bio noobs finish their exams? XD
*puffs*
Saturday, January 10, 2009
One more
One practical exam over. One quarantine session over.
Means.....
One practical exam left. One quarantine session left.
Damn it. I'm gonna be more prepared this time.
Save me from myself. ><
*puffs*
Means.....
One practical exam left. One quarantine session left.
Damn it. I'm gonna be more prepared this time.
Hands, like secrets, are the hardest thing to keep from you
Lines and phrases, like knives, your words can cut me through
Dismantle me down (repair)
You dismantle me
You dismantle me
Save me from myself. ><
*puffs*
Monday, January 5, 2009
New Year, Same Self
I guess its kinda late for me to post a new year post but who cares....we are already in the new year. The first 5 days of 2009 has been okay....not too good, not too bad either. And its just another 4 days till my first day of exam. Chemistry practical exam. Sigh. I got such a good name. Thanks to that, I have to get quarantined in a stupid room for 6 hours!!! No form of communication to the outside world. Not even outside the stupid room. Babi betul.
Last year's new year's eve celebration was awesome for me. Well, its actually my first time going out with my friends. Met up with the jacks at arn's house. Had steamboat for dinner at Ikano. Bought drinks for sleepover. Walk around the curve and cineleisure with li ling. OH YEAH. That night was the first time I had a frappucino from starbucks in my ENTIRE LIFE. Thanks to you li ling, I'm so darn addicted to starbucks now. Hahaha. Then, we went to the rooftop of cineleisure to meet up with the rest of the jacks. We even met up with yeelian too!! So shocking!! =O LOL. I'm glad that all of us got along pretty well. The fireworks that night was pretty. Go check out suyee's picasa web album for pictures. It has been a very meaningful night for me to be able to watch the fireworks with you that night. =)
Okay lar. Time to go back to study mode.
The night is still young for all of us. Let's study lar.
*puffs*
Last year's new year's eve celebration was awesome for me. Well, its actually my first time going out with my friends. Met up with the jacks at arn's house. Had steamboat for dinner at Ikano. Bought drinks for sleepover. Walk around the curve and cineleisure with li ling. OH YEAH. That night was the first time I had a frappucino from starbucks in my ENTIRE LIFE. Thanks to you li ling, I'm so darn addicted to starbucks now. Hahaha. Then, we went to the rooftop of cineleisure to meet up with the rest of the jacks. We even met up with yeelian too!! So shocking!! =O LOL. I'm glad that all of us got along pretty well. The fireworks that night was pretty. Go check out suyee's picasa web album for pictures. It has been a very meaningful night for me to be able to watch the fireworks with you that night. =)
li ling and myself
Sleepover at arn's place. One word. Madness. Can't say too much about it. You wouldn't wanna know about it either. Hahaha.Okay lar. Time to go back to study mode.
The night is still young for all of us. Let's study lar.
*puffs*
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