Gone with the wind

Now playing : You've Got The Music in You by New Radicals

Maths marathon.
Sigh. So much for it being c1 and c2. It's as difficult as fp3. Wtheck. Wasted my rm10. It was a good experience tho. Thanks ms aw.

Gone with the wind. Some things just come and go. One moment you think you have the grasp of something. Next thing you know, its gone. Just like opportunities. If you miss the opportunity, someone else would grab it. It's a world full of competition today. Striving to get the best among the rest. Lose out a little bit and someone else would eventually overtake you.

At the same time, some things are built to last. Hmm...let me say, friendship perhaps. I love all my friends. Everytime, I would try to do my best in helping them although I know it would be impossible for me in certain cases. Sometimes, I guess I'm a bit too nice until some people would take advantage of me. So yeah. I better just be more careful. Haha.

Some things are just not meant to be afterall. I dunno what to say about this one. Really no mood to talk about this. ><

People are different. Dont ask why I'm emo. That's me ok.

*puffs*

Random thoughts

The morning sky from my room this morning.

If life could just be like that purple-ish sky.

So clear that I can see what's ahead for me in my life. I wont have to disappoint myself in every single decision that I make in life.

So smooth that I can swiftly glide my way through in getting whatever that I want.

BUT....

If life was like that, there wouldnt be any meaning for us to lead a life in the first place.

It's the challenges in life that makes every single tiny detail worth something.

Facing the ups and downs of life everyday. Enjoying the taste of great success and picking up the pieces from every failure and disappointment.

Anticipating every outcome in life adds that hint of suspense and excitement.

I have no idea on what I was talking about but...its just what I felt like thinking about.

Life has always been a big question mark for me. Well, I guess its mostly for everyone else too. What are we gonna make of this life which we can only experience once? Once time has passed, its gone once and for all. There's no such thing as turning back time. Thus, dont waste life away just like that. There's hope for everything unless chuck norris gives you a roundhouse kick

Like this fella who failed his moral studies in the first semester....

OH. There's kay chong in the picture too. Hahaha. XD

Sigh. Too tired after all the c4 exercises. Explains all these weird thoughts. Sleep lar.

*puffs*

Study lar

That's right lar. Intense revision on further maths now. Anyone wanna help me out?

Now playing : I Will Be by Leona Lewis

I will be all that you want and get myself together

'Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life, I'll be with you forever

To get you through the day and make everything okay

*puffs*

What about organic chemistry?

Organic chemistry is gay. The most screwed up topic I've ever seen in my entire life. With so many types of reactions and reagents I gotta remember, I've no idea how am I gonna put the facts of the other subjects into my head. GAHH!!

This morning, my chemistry teacher presented a flow chart of all the reactions that we had learned and we have to remember as many as possible all of them in order to answer the questions with ease. Let's have a look at it....

What the...there's too many of them. NOOOOO!!

crap. i just realised that i forgot to write out one more reaction TT

So yeah. Guess there's more reason to replace my free time with studying.

Yesterday, I decided to wear a shirt instead of my usual collar t-shirt. I looked smart in it according to wendy but oh well, looking smart for the mocks wouldnt help if I'm not mentally smart. Hahaha.
Screwed up my C3 mocks.
Very confident that I'll get a high A for Statistics mocks. that's for you ms aw =D
And I passed my mechanics test. YES. After sooooo long!! ^^

Foosball sucks.

*puffs*

The flu flew away

As lame as my heading could be, its true...it didnt really "flew" away from me but rather I overcomed it. One moment I was sneezing and blowing my nose non-stop till my nose became so pain. how much tissue paper have I used? Now, my nose doesnt leak like a leaking pipe anymore. My conditions are much better now thanks to Bali's medicine but the side effects of the medicine is terrible. I still feel like crap, just without a blocked nose. Probably the medicine must have killed every cell in my body. TT

Sigh. Life is tough. It has been tough all the while. wtheck With all the mocks coming up, there's so much studying and revision to do. Thank goodness I've already started doing some. Now, I just gotta keep it up till January comes. Nvm. That's what family and friends are for afterall. Together we will all make it till January exams are over.

Trust me. We will definitely make it no matter what.

*puffs*

A fool with flu

Shit lar. Cold and flu. Damn annoying. GAAAHHH.
I'm damn vulnerable to cold and flu somehow. Kena some water + cold weather = cold and flu for me. Nice. If i spread it to mouse, even better still. Now he got already, he'll be cursing me like anything.

Gimme a solution for cold and flu lar. My nose is gonna tear soon. Rub too much tissue paper on it. TT

*puffs*

Arsenal FTW

Everyday's a new day. Just like that P.O.D. song...forgot what's the name. As usual lar, I cannot remember title of songs and the artists that sang it. I'm so forgetful that I nearly forgot to collect my change after paying for the movie tickets yesterday. =.= Quantum of Solace. A show to kill some time. LOL

Arsenal...the team I salute most now. With such skillful game play, there's no doubt that Arsenal would beat Man U.

Arsenal 2 - 1 Man U

ROFL. Good game lar. Arsenal's passing was awesome...except the first minute one lar. Dunno wtheck the defenders doing. >< Nasri. I love you. Your second goal was damn nice lar. Nice pass from Fabregas. OMG. You're cute too!! XD HAHAHA. Good day lar. Can sleep tonight.

[Oh. John. You take and drive my car one more time like that I really slap you okay. Hahaha.]

*puffs*

How lar

Looking at my new LCD screen is just so cool. Typing this post is much more interesting now. Haha. XD

Fine lar wendy. I update lar.

YES!! Stupid UCAS application is finally over!! I'm amazed at my ability to come out with a fine personal statement in just ONE WEEK. Very intriguing. Hehehe. So, its time to move on with my next agenda....my finals in January. TT

Currently, I am so unprepared for it. I'm really really worried about whether I would be able to equip myself with everything i need to know in time. Its like....2 months away. TT One fine day, to be precise, 2 days ago, I finally decided to turn over a new leaf for real after so many attempts in doing so. Yes, I know it sounds very ridiculous especially its me we're talking about but oh well....dont care about what you all think lar. Im gonna achieve it for sure.

It's gonna be tough for me to achieve it. So many distractions in my way. Girls. XD Spending time online....like now. Hahaha. And especially foosball. Foosball has been my main distraction and its classified as a high level threat. A simple game yet so many complex moves. I've mastered some of them, causing me to have more addiction to the game. So here's a list of things which I gotta get rid off in order to start studying.

Threat(s) :

1. Foosball (in progress of stopping)

2. DoTA (not much of a threat for now as I've quit for good but best to not start back)

3. Afternoon nap (once I do this, my whole evening gone already)

Today was my first day in attempting to turn over a new leaf. Like them old people say, results will only appear with long hours of practice. I didnt expect much of me to change today but hey....today's experience wasnt bad at all. I accidentally joined Mr Ling's medical physics class as I had nothing to do this morning. I didnt even planned to pay attention at all. So, I was reading a book entitled "A Short History of Nearly Everything" by Bill Bryson while he was teaching. A big thank you to li ling for helping me to buy this book. =D To my surprised, the book was interesting....and so did I managed to capture every explanation he made. Medical physics, as far as i can conclude, is fun and interesting. During my usual two hours break, I actually went to the library to do an intense exercise on Differential Equation. Mouse went to play foosball instead. Fool. LOL.

This is the book I was talking about.
And this is the fool that went to play foosball instead of studying. Hohoho.

I'm very happy with what I've achieved today and hope it would be the same for tomorrow and the days to come. I hope you guys can continue to pray for me regarding my inability to go for youth camp. Thanks peeps!! I'm off for now. Be back in a few days time.

*puffs*